I promise not to dwell on this for a whole lot longer but, I hate being the only married person I know without a baby. Not that I really want a baby... because 75% of the time I don't want one and 25% of the time I'm just crazy.  I just want friends who are doing the same thing I'm doing. I feel so lonely all the time. I am surrounded by people CONSTANTLY. And all I want to do is hide and never leave the house because I feel like I have no one. I have great friends. I do. I just need a few new ones to fill in the gaps in my current friend web. I hate being lonely, it's the worst feeling in the world.

On a happier note the hubs and I are having a fondue date night Tuesday to celebrate being married a year and a half =) Hopefully that will cheer me up.