9. I am thankful that Chris and I have jobs. We may still struggle from time to time, but I have to remind myself every single day that we are lucky to both be employed, even if we're underemployed. That being said, I think I'm going to start looking for a new job. I would really like to find something full time. It's a hard call for me though, because I like my job and I really like the people I work with. I just feel like I am not contributing enough to my tiny family of two and it breaks my heart. Chris had an opportunity to take a new job recently, but it paid a decent amount less money and so he couldn't take it. I can't help but feel like if I worked full time he could take any job he wanted. I know it will all work out. God has a plan. I have faith in that plan. I am just struggling with the timing.